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Thursday, July 4, 2013

Dare to Speak Up, please. . .


Hurm..motif gambar? it shows me right now. i'm in dilemma. either nak jaga hati orang or jaga hati diri sendiri. Mana paling penting? Nak express my feelings towards something pun tak berani, takut orang berkecil hati...tapi diri sendiri merasa bebannya, merasa tidak selesa merasa..eh senang cakap tak best lah. hue. I hate this quality in me. like seriously. terlalu menjaga hati orang padahal tak puas hati. There's urge to dare to speak up my opinions tapi nak cakap kat orang pasal ketidakpuasan hati memang fikir berkali-kali. have you feel the same? do you think about others more than you think about yourself? ..I really wish I DARE to ....
my thoughts. I'm jealous with one friend. she dare to speak her mind, kalau tak puas hati just straight to the point cakap apa yang dia tak puas hati tanpa kisah pasal orang kecil hati or not. she doesn't really care. She loves herself more. she puts her feelings as her number one list in her priority, samada orang lain terguris or tak, lantakla..yang penting dia jaga hati dia terlebih dahulu. That makes people never take her for granted. tak berani nak naik kepala.. I always say to myself to learn my best to


I have to..to protect myself. I am the one who can take care of my own feelings. I feel the pain.
I'm in dilemma right now. the only hint is I just want my PRIVACY back. that's all..I just don't understand why people do not respect others privacy.
Please la faham.. T.T 




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6 comments:

  1. Kmk ad perasaan yg sama but sometime kmk rs kmk x spttnya con't kdk ya in every situation. So sometime kmk akan mengalami 'ledakan' perasaan dgn berkata apa yg kmk mok kata such as, 'I'm frust with my own staff' ha..sentap uols staff iols. But then after that kta mt maaf spy they understand, same thing won't happen again. ; p

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    1. but then kmk akan ada monolog ttg ledakan perasan dalam diri.. hohooho :p

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  2. ckp je ngn org yg kita tak puas hati tu baru puas hati kita ni.
    talk to her/him personally. text or wasup or kakaotalk sama dia.

    kalau tak cakap smpai sudah kamu dlm dilemma nnti .
    go talk
    get ur privacy :)

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    1. it is easy to say, but hard to do hehe..i'm trying :)

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  3. Kamek pun kedak ya jwak. Nak kakar takut owg manas sebab buka semua owg boleh terima teguran. Sik kakar, kita yang seksa. Makin sehari makin sik selesa tanggung beban.

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